[ngmunling]

I am sorry if I created any unnecessary emotions.

I am in total confuse and literally heart pain. I know there are people who are suffering worst than me. I want to study there and help out whatever academic knowledge I have in the future. I been to Japan so many times and now with all these uncertainties of radiation contamination in food (worse, teas and rice and seafood, the main ingredients in Japanese diet).

Making me unable to study and work there has somehow "killed" me because of TEPCO and all the ignorance of danger of aging nuclear plants. Nuclear should not even exist.

I can guarantee my health if I go there and yet I want to save them from man-made radiation. It is not a joke. It is man-made radiation. No amount is safe.

Sorry for any unnecessary emotions.
I really don't know what to do.