[yyt789]

So after reading your almost 3 pages essay after double spaced, I think you should ask her that yourself. If this is your first time confessing to a girl, ask her to a normal date like you always did, but tell her that you have something special to say to her. That way she knows that you want to confess, and if she likes she will accept the date, or else she will find excuse to avoid hurting your feelings. I think it's better than writing 3 pages letter saying how much you like her.