i have relationship with a japanese girl.
the point is, she won't reply me at any messages i sent.
i know when they dump peoples, they just ignore them.
but i have serious relationship with her, even though it is always from the net.
using skype,video chat and stuff.
we were planning to meet in july. But suddenly she does this to me, like i am not exist for her anymore.
She said : she want her first love and last.! and she chose me.. i was the one who talk to her, and with all romance blabling. >.< we decided to get the real relationship. and also marry.
all went well.. except 3 days ago.. where she start ignore me..
so now i think.. that she just a romance seeker, who love to fools peoples form the net.
cause i really don't know what to do now, my feelings for her is so real. And she said it too.
i just begging her to break up, so i won't think about it again.
Still she ignore me.!!! it driven me crazy.
Is it because she is mad at me?
cause my friend say something like : player ! on my facebook page.
and i know that some japanese girl out there very sensitive about it.
She always say: don't date with another girl...
i told her, that i love her and she is the only one who i want, the one who i share my life with.
so married is included!.
the second thought i know is maybe she found someone else in phily.
cause i saw she added a phily boy and i asked her about it, she said:
"i don't know him!. "
even though she added him!.
and then i found out that they are going out..
even there's no clue whether they are dating or just going out!
and that's it.. i feel miserable.. and pathetic
..
we were very deep that marry is our goal.!
but just few days ..i get this?!!! i am getting nut.. i can kill myself lol.
for more info..:
i'm a japanese by myself but i grew up in indonesia and europe!
so i don't know how the real japanese girl would do.
i want to move on and forget about it, even though it's very hard for me!
how in earth and heaven would she treat me like a animal?!!!
im so confused... what do i do wrong... or she really is a real fox-devil girl with cute looking looks
. *sniff* *sniff*
MORE INFO:
im 20
and she is 21
please guys i need you help!