[carry]

it's nice...cool lyrics^^
and here's a song my fiance wrote for me x33 [i wish]
ano...
GAZETTE - ANATA NO TAME NO KONO INOCHI [my life for you <3]


japanese

'harukaze kaoru shigatsu ni utau jyunrenka...'

nekura, hikikomori no boku,
mukuchi dake ga torie desu.
samishiku nante nai yo, dakara okamai naku
akushumi iseikansatsu, tanoshikute tamaranai yo.

rikaifunou kiseibasei, kyou mo
harikitte ikimasu desu. (?)
youchi purei ni ha akimashita.
saraba jinkou youshouzuma.
douse nara riaru deshou?
madogiwa renzu wo nozoku.
nanjikan tatta deshou?
risou sonomono no anata.
unmei no hito to kizuku no ha ososugita...

naze desu ka? anata wo shiranai no ni,
konna ni mo mune ga itamu no ha.
wakaranai dakedo itoshii.
kurushii yo, anat wo miteru 'mune' ga.

namae mo shiranu renzunai no anata,
koe ha todokazu fureru koto mo nai.
kocchi wo muite boku ha kakureru kara,
kanashisugiru yo konna ni soba ni iru no ni...

itsuka boku ni kizuku hi ga aru to shitara,
anata ha kitto kowagaru darou.
nigedasu darou. fuan ni ki ga kuruu.

hitori aruki no todokazu no omoi,
wakatteru no ni tomaranu ga koi
anat ga boku ni kizuku hi ha konai.
wakattemashita. akirametemashita.
aru hareta souchou,
itsumo no you ni renzu ni utsuru na mo shiranai anata.
koe mo kakerenu furerare mo shinai. datte sou deshou?

'subete ha mousou da mono...'

english translation--------------------------------------------

'The pure love song sung in the month of April,
smelling sweetly of the Spring breeze...'

introverted, I'm a shut-in, my reserve is my only redeeming quality.
but I'm not lonely, not at all, so don't concern yourself.
my poor tatse in peeping at the opposite sex, so much fun,
I can hardly contain myself.

incomprehensible strange abusive voices,
I'm living life to the fullest everyday!
I tire of infantilism, farewell my artificial child bride
I mean, if you're real after all, what's the point?
looking through the scope by the window,
how many hours has it been?
you're everything I could want.
but I was too late in realizing you were the one...

Why? I don't even know you, but it pains me so.
I don't understand but I love you,
it hurts, 'the brain' I look at you with.

I don't even know you're name,
my girl through the lens,
you don't hear me, and I'll never touch you
because if you look this way, I'll take cover
it's such a pity, you're right there...

if you day you notice me, I'm sure you'll get scared
probably run away, and go mad worrying.

my feelings getting out of hand, never known
I understand, but I can't stop this love.
the day you notice me never comes.
I understand, I give up.
that clear early morning, as always looking at you through my lens
I can't speak to you, I can't touch you. Isn't that right?

'Cause it's all in my mind... '


me luffs ruki <3 and his beautiful lyrics <3 *whipes tear*