At the school where i go to are only idiots, a few of them are nice but these people at my school (most of them) hate me and i hate them^^

yeah right...I also have that *dream* but I know it's almost impossible to realize it, so, I will go to university here in portugal and after that will try to find a jod there.

If I were you I would do the same thing. Wether you like it, wether not, bullying (and I honestly don't think you'll be bullied, only stared at like with other foreigners) happens everywhere, and Japan is no exception at all.

I love the Netherlands and have few friends there, they love it, I'd stay there, I think your education system is waaaaay better than here in Portugal (trust me), by what my friends told me.

EDIT: You're 13? I was in my 8th grade when I was 13 ^^', I'm in the last high school year now, the 12th...

Something tells me you really like anime...you'll get mature in the next years, the best thing to do in my opinion is what I will do, all japanese I've spoken to told me that, and they were/are right.

Anyway, ganbatte! And good luck, you'll need it.

the universitys here are really hard, i think.

and it does'nt matter me if someone stares at me, it matters me if they don't bully me^^

yeah I'm 13, Doing 3th high school at the moment^^
and my favorite sort genre of animes are: yuri/Yaoi Shounen-ai/Shoujo-ai, Ecchi, action and romance stuff^^

I don't understand. Why, do you think you will get bullied in NL but not in Japan?

Also: Damn, almost finished highschool at 13?! W-t-... Maybe you can chill after highschool and do some fun stuff before college :)

No one will pick on you in college its way different then high school.

Speacially if you want to do it in another country. It's hard by itself to get to university in our country (not hard, but we need to have grades), just imagine throug Holland to Japan. You're 13 and love anime, get mature first, then you'll decide. When I was 13 I didn't even wanted to go to college, nor I knew what that was as I know now, and all I wanted was to have fun. I will *finally* leave internet (portuguese forums, etc) and will start study more (I hope =_=).

if i finish 3th high school i have 5 years left in this school, i think i won't be bullied after finishing the 3th and 4th because after that i will go to a niveau higher then i'm doing now

Bully, bully, bully...

That Bullying thingy is annoying me. Why do you think you'll be bullied? Because you're arabic? Don't worry, be happy.

Yeah I wouldnt worry about being bullied in college. Just go with the flow.

Okay, I'll be positieve again just like my normal self(=^-^=)