Thanks both for the advice!

Would a univeristy even accept me though even after failing community college which caused me to lose my pale grant?

Everyone has issues, and it doesn't mean you don't deserve another chance. You are going to have to be able to explain what happened, but I have a friend that did it. He was on academic probation for a year, but he got through it.

Thanks man, this is really raising up my spirits about my chances. I do promise that if I'm able to get into college again that I'll work my ass off to get to my dream of moving to Japan.

Also need to convince my family this is what I want to do, but I'm sure they'll understand since there always telling me to follow my dreams.

Again, thanks!

Good luck, man! Tell us what happens...(even if it takes a few years).

she is stunningly beautiful so even better than that :D

We get the idea, chachava.