I guess you're right.. ^^ But I'll propably never tell my parents what am I actually writing about... It might be too awkward. My mother might not think that it's disgusting since she knows about my homosexual affairs, but she would definitely think that there's something wrong with me for me to write about such things. And my father would just simply flip since he knows nothing about my sexuality or anything... I never told either of them, but wanted my mother to find it out on her own. She's still kind of fighting it, though...

Then I believe you would like my writings.

mmm i dunno, the borders over here sells a TONNE of them EVERYDAY!!! hehehe... i almost Live in that section of the book shop ^_^ "

Well...it's more like shounen-ai up untill now, since I haven't decided what to do with it...and I don't think it would be sold in sex stores only, it has way too good plot for that kind of waste. It's made for teenagers, so it will be sold in places teenagers will buy them. It's a really good story, even without the touch of love. But, I wrote it out of love, for my beloved one at first...then I destroyed the first version I used to write for that person and I made a whole new, better version I will write for everyone.

I'm not all that girly either and I would read a book like that. First of all, it is a good book with a good story.. Just like in the real life, love is just a flavour. ^^

Alright then.... I just went to a market to buy myself some coffee and creme for the cake I'm going to bake for my boyfriend today... He's kind of not my boyfriend since for some reason I don't have any special feelings for him, but I let him love me because I know exactly what he's going through...he knows I don't like him back, but he appreciates how I give him a change to make me fall in love with him.
Anyways, I had never noticed that there was manga in that market (I hardly ever leave my home so they could have been there forever) so I checked out that section just for fun and there was this book with a really clear picture of man and a woman in a bed having sex. I took that book and read few sentences just to see what's it about.... And I really think that book was worse than any of what I've written, there was no actual story at all, it was just about a man with a million different women, what I got out of that book. Seriously, they put a book with a cover like that right next to a Spiderman-magazine. O_o