My secret lover (poem)

[Kayame]

The black abyss calls to me
It's nothingness is so enticing
My senses spike; everything louder
My mind is racing in front of my eyes
The anticipation is so sweet upon my tongue
As I wait for it's ice cold embrace
I lay upon fire; it burning my memories
Darkness grips my soul, ripping it out
My peace is chaos; the mistake is forever
Oh, the enticing grip of suicide
Release me from your beautiful eyes
So I may try once more to make it right
Forgive me oh wonder of nature
For I now deny your existence
Oh Death, please do not glare upon me
For I shall join and waltz with you
But for now I shall dance with the light
Until we meet again, my secret lover