Ok, so, those of you who know about how my day was/is going, I was like walking throught the hallways of my school, and it was weird, everything was the same but it looked so different, and suddenly, I came to like a realization that maybe, though I am feeling crappy and my eyes have been shut the large majority of the day, for the first time, this is the best i've ever felt in my life and that for once, my eyes were truely open....I was actually really really happy, and then, just as soon as it came, it went away. So, i figured i'd write a poem about it.......

For The First Time

For the first time,
I'm able to walk through my existance
And see the people in it.
See into the vast nothingness of their
Busy eyes, full of all there is.
For the first time, I no longer see
Through the crowd that covers me in
A blanket of nobody, but instead, I
See above them all, watching their busy
Heads bob up and down as they move
Forward to their destinations. For the first time,
I see the world through the shade of
What it really is, not being blinded by
Perfect imperfectness. Seeing the true
Invaluability of all life as I walk
Blindly to my destination, staring into
The eyes of everyone who passes.
For the first time, I can truely say
That I have seen and understood
My existtance. Seen and understood
That the pain has to be dealt with
When it comes. that sadness has
To be released through tears and
Happiness is to fill the world through
Continuous laughter. We can not
Stop it. We should not stop it. For
This could be the true meaning of
Life. Once you know, once you've seen,
You understand purpose. You understand
The meaning. You understand existance,
For the first time.

OH MY F'in GOD! WOW! I was out there lurking in the shadows but I saw this and I just had to come out here and post! Thats just... i dunno...shit I can't even write! It's just unbelievably good.

I dunno what to say Mu. I guess this is one way to shut up...

YEAH! You know Aoshi, your like my biggest supporter.....I LOVE YOU! *attacks* I keep posting just for you!

I will give it a try....lol.....Have any of you read Beowulf? I had to rewrite a part in it from the dragon's point of veiw......wanna read it?

Awww that's so sweet MU! You're the best...

Why would you want dark poems rikku-dona? :( :( I hope you\'re not sad :( :(... I don\'t want you to be sad. Maybe I should write you a poem to cheer you up :rolleyes:

Edited: Is that a rhetorical question MU? What do you mean do you wanna read it? Like the answer would ever be no... and yeah! I\'ve read beowulf.... just love Grendel! :D

Whew! That\'s a relief.... well you\'re the biggest freak I know too....because...you\'re freaking phenomenal is why ^_^! Oh so you like dark themes eh....

*Devilish Idea forms in head...Grins evilly*

now, just remember, this is from the Dragon\'s point of view, in the last battle....

I sleep alone for years and years,
Nothing to bother me, leaving me
To dream. I guard the golden
River of glamour, awaiting
Someone to take and wake me
From the slumber of which I
Sleep.
My skin crawls like a million
Spiders scurrying with the silent
Approach of unwanted flesh.
I feel his terror and hear
His breath with every coming
Of each step he takes toward me.
But by the time my eyes open,
It is too late to see, for he had
Hurried away with his greedy
Hands carrying my treasure.
I let out a roar.
Angrily, I soar through the
Darkened sky, bringing a firey
Hell upon the unwanted flesh
With hands of greed. I send
Flames to create seas
Of fire in the places
They lay their heads to
Sleep. How they deserve this
Unfortunate fate by producing
Spawns of greed and selfishness.
Are they never taught? Are
They never told? Do they not
Know the wrath of sin?
They must not know, I must
Teach them.
I retire to my den to
Watch their worthless nothing
Desinnigrate into nothing.
But once again, my skin
Begins to crawl with the
Approach of man. He stands
Fearlessly, ready to fight. I
Find his attept amusing and
Try to break his spirit,
But he fights with mighty
Swings. His fearless fighting
Tries to drive me away.
I will not go away. I will
Come full force and take him
From this earth. Make him
Pay for the sins of his
Brothers and sisters and children.
Burning his remains so
Nothing of him is left. I
Breathe in then out, releasing
My firey furry upon him,
Watching him shrink back
And suffer the breath he
Takes in. He will be
No more.
Was I too busy too notice
My skin crawl once again?
Was I that caught by the
Moment that I did not
See the second fighter?
All I felt was the unbearable
Peircing of cold metal
Renching through my skin
And stabbing my heart.
How could they fight for
Their greedy kind, their
Greedy sin? As I
Die, I wish to take with
Me all of the unwanted
Flesh

It was a school assignment....lol