I use to think what kind of person we are if we cannot protect the ones we love the most (Family/Friends)

A real friendship aint just giggles and good times, everyone knows that :vsign:

er . . . my wife? lol

JasonTakeshi:
i wish there were more people like u where i live...tho i dont do drugs its just that everyone is sick of my so called "emo" ways...
its come to the point where when i smile people over react w/ the fact that i did or they think its fake. but im not emo thats just the way i am. i dont smile often because i dont want to. not because im sad. sure i dont let go of the past (my past wasnt the best) but that doesnt mean i grip about it all the time. thats the impression ppl get of me.

lol. Nice.

I seemed to have discovered new obstacles to at least keeping a boyfriend......

1) Disdain, but tolerance for tourist traps.
2) Not wanting to spend 2 hours of a short visit and $5+gas to return and gripe about a bad $3 package of flying fish roe.
3) Not wanting to spend my last night with him for a while too drunk to see straight.

<sigh> Some things are better off losing, I suppose.:cool:

i still get most of what i need from myself, my friends, and my family.

My shyness, & lack of knowing what to say, stop me from getting a relationship going more often than not...working on it though.

Girls don't interest me much, they are kinda boring and I don't see any reason to be in a relationship with any.
Why be in a relationship when you don't fall in love.

And another reason is that I don't leave my house very often and I don't talk much. I am more of the silent type that likes to be alone, and prefer spending my time that way most of the time. If I had a GF I would just be mentaly drained. It would be too social for me.

Been single all my life and I prefer it that way.

Gah, I am kinda wierd :marusmile:

I don't honestly know... I try to be a good guy. I'm not just out for sex, I want a good relationship... I've just never really been noticed by the girls (I'm kind of wierd, and I haven't met a girl yet whose been into auto's/ photo/ computers/ anime)... I've always been the one who get's turned down by classmates, and apart from school there's never been much I've been able to do extra curricular wise (lack of money) so there's never been much of a chance of meeting a girl outside of school..

hopefully college will be better.