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10-21-2008, 04:45 AM
That's the problem. Thanks to my parents, I have no life outside school. They won't let me see my friends, and will basically only let me go anywhere as long as I go with my sister and her boyfriend, or if I actually get a girlfriend.
This is exactly why I try so damn hard. It's why I get so emotional when I fail. Without anyone to give me a life, I just spend my days here at home, confined to sitting on my ass and all that. It sickens me. And as for luck, I don't think it's on my side. The most recent girl, me and her had a lot in common, in fact, almost everything in common. I count only...maybe two differences between us from what I've learned as far. In finding out she had a boyfriend was a deep wound to the heart. I wish I could do more to vent, seriously. Now I'm both hurting and angry now. |
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10-21-2008, 04:47 AM
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i have freedom only because i fought for it i EARNED my freedom from my parents i LIBERATED myself from their tyrannical ways >.>''' they now have no hope for me =3 and i'm just fine w/ that ^_^ In the shadows beneath the trees he waits. In the darkness under the moon he plots In the silence of the night he kills. |
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10-21-2008, 04:49 AM
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you know what's funny? i was exactly like that. then i ran away from home xD now i still talk to my parents, heck i love them. they just give me lots more space now =) its great. anyway. off to work. bye bye =) |
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10-21-2008, 04:50 AM
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I have no car, no job. Basically this is the really bad half of my life here. Once I've gone into relapse and thought of myself as a loser because of that. It's just too damn hard. |
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10-21-2008, 04:51 AM
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But if I run away, where am I gonna go? I have no place other than the streets. |
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10-21-2008, 04:58 AM
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.... i walked 3 miles to teh bookstore in 95 degree heat just because i was bored and couldn't stand being in the house =.=''' *had a 105 degree fever the day before....* In the shadows beneath the trees he waits. In the darkness under the moon he plots In the silence of the night he kills. |
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