Rei's poems/writings

[ReiIsMyAlterEgo]

I've done many many of them xD

and since no one ever bothers checking my deviantart...

I think I'll try posting here xD

here's one of them ^^

it's called "Falling"



please reply and let me know what you think ^^

oh and please do credit me should you ever use any of my work anywhere ^^

[ReiIsMyAlterEgo]

~ This Is Life ~

This is life
It’s not perfect
This is life
We have to deal

It’ll never be the way we want it to be
Despite your so-called-God
It’ll never be in a state of peace
Despite your so-called-Leader

This is life
We’re bound to it
This if life
Until it’s taken from us
This is life
Until we say good bye

Close your eyes and wish for a different life
You could open your eyes and pretend things have changed
Close your eyes and wish for death
You’ll never open your eyes

This is life
Soon I’ll close my eyes

[ReiIsMyAlterEgo]

this one... let me know if you can tell a little thing I've done xD it's to do with hide ^^


DAMAGE

You were the Beauty
Why did you let go
Why did you ERASE
Here I Scream
My heart a result of DAMAGE

You are the Stupid
You said GOODBYE
To MISERY
You POSE for the world to see
Causing DAMAGE to so many hearts…

[ReiIsMyAlterEgo]

~ One Two Three ~

These pills are of no help
This blood is of no importance
This life is hollow
This soul is miserable

Her life is an endless cycle
All she wants is to be happy
Her mood is never stable
All she wants is for it all to stop

One
Two
Three
Dozen pills

One
Two
Three
Bottles of Vodka

Visions blurred
She gives into the beyond
Hoping the cycle will stop at the disguise
Of death
Of that face so used to misery

One last tear before she departs
One last breath before he realises
One last gaze
One last time

One
Two
Three

[ReiIsMyAlterEgo]

so far, this one's one of my favourites ^^

~ My Ephemeral Hope ~

You did it again
You lied once again
I’m left shattered as always

So much for honesty
So much for you and your pretty words
My ephemeral hope

I’m a scarecrow in despair
Void and vacant as ever
Doomed to eternal desolation
Forever introverted

So much for honesty
So much for you and your sly self
My ephemeral hope

I will breathe my last breath
I’ll walk the plank as I always do
This time I wont relapse
This time I wont revert

This time I’ll forget you
I wont forgive you
I’ll just abandon you
I will forsake you

So much for honesty
So much for you and your pretty mouth
My ephemeral hope
My eternal goodbye

[ReiIsMyAlterEgo]

~ Lie ~


I thought you were worth it
Worth the pain
Worth the suffering
Worth the bloodshed

Now I know you’re worth less than nothing

I thought I was the broken one
When you’re really the shattered glass
You don’t appreciate the things others might
You act like a prick instead of being at least flattered
You throw away a friendship over something shallow
Now I know you’re the broken one

I am stronger than you think
It will take more than that to bring me down
I thought you were strike two
You don’t even come close

You’re childish
You’re just a lie
You’re now nothing to me
You’ve thrown away a chance

I’m cured
I’m fully recovered
It may seem a bit too fast
But anger can do you wonders

You’re just a broken lie
An empty illusion
A shattered mirror
You’re just a childish lie

[ReiIsMyAlterEgo]

this one's the first poem i've ever written ^^


~ I’M SORRY IS THE ONLY WAY ~


I fall, I confess, I’m sorry
I try not to show it
Though deep inside there’s worry
If love is the culprit

And now that the truth has come out
I don’t know where to start
Either to pretend it’s never out
Or live with a dark whole in my heart

You say let’s not worry
But can I stop feeling sorry for me
Friends say it’s not the end if he says it’s cool
But does anybody realise it’s not okay with me

I guess that’s just the way it goes
I fall, I confess, I’m sorry
People say you can change the way things go
But no matter the beginning and middle
It always ends with I’m sorry…

[ReiIsMyAlterEgo]

~ I’M DONE FOR ~

Discontented
Broken
Unassembled
As I lie here

Alone
Cursed
In an endless cycle

I kneel to you my love
Don’t let go
Don’t let me pull the trigger
Don’t let the cycle win

Displaced
Ill-fated
Sick and tired
As I lie here

Thinking of you
Trying to make it all vanish

As I kneel to the gods
Don’t let me self-destruct
Don’t let me be alone
Don’t let this curse win

You can’t fix me
The gods can’t exorcise me
The doctors can’t revive me

I’m done for

The gods did not answer
Neither did you

I’m done for

I kneel once more
This time to the Grim Reaper
Be my last companion
Don’t leave me here to be alone

I’m done for

[ReiIsMyAlterEgo]

~ His Magic ~


His hands are like magic
His touches are like life
His kisses are like heaven

We’re stuck in a cage
What we call Friends with Benefits
We can’t get out

I’m falling so fast
I’ll hit the bottom hard
Praying on the way down
That there’s more to it
Hoping that maybe
He’s waiting for me down there
To catch me with his loving arms

He said he cares
He said he loves me
He said I’ll always have him
I believe him
Kicking the doubts away
Stabbing Cynic in the back
Asking Optimist for help
Keeping Realist breathing

His hands are like magic
His touches are like life
His kisses are like heaven

His words make me feel like a human being
Someone worth it
Not just another girl

But always leaving me scared
Questioning if the day would ever come
Fearing that he’ll never come back to me
Afraid that we’ll change
Being cynical, thinking we’d lose it all as time goes

He said it’ll be okay
With that last kiss
He said he’ll see me again
When the tide turns
When we know better
When we can risk what we have

His hands are like magic
His touches are like life
His kisses are like heaven

[ReiIsMyAlterEgo]

~ untitled ~

Hold me close
Never let go
Wait for me
Hopefully it’s not forever

You’re always in my heart
I’ll never let you go
I’ll wait for you
Even forever

You’re all that matters
You’re what keeps me going
We’ll hold each other close
We’ll never let go
We’ll hold onto the thought that the day will come