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04-08-2009, 12:52 AM
so he tells me he loves me
and then he tells me he's coming home he made a promise, a gurantee that he would never leave me alone. well look at me now here waiting like a fool for an answer working on the verge of tears whilst others laugh cherrily, telling me about their dresses about their dates. i will have no one that night no one there to make things right, and to carve memories to share that lovely prom night. |
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04-08-2009, 06:40 AM
he doesn't seem like the right person
when my friends see him and I together because they think we are only friends. but when no one else is here with us...... he can be so sweet it makes me feel insane for ever being mad at him.... we have been together for three years because i can tell we are in love and jealousy shouldn't change that for us ever again. i mean i look into his eyes and see hurt when i look at him a certain way, and i cant understand it. what does he see in my eyes, i try to hide the pain that has been in my life.... he hasn't caused me pain though, even when he slapped me, it felt like a piece of heaven. the medicine that i need, he has for me. i have only been hurt by family and no one else. i love him and i tell him, sometimes even show him how madly in love i am with him. i am moving into a new house in six months though, and he promised to visit me, and i promised to come and see him everyday. I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this... |
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04-08-2009, 09:17 PM
mirror mirror on the wall
show me my reflection pretty, thin and smiling ready to take on the world reflect only the outside.~ don't show me my stress and pain how uncomfortable i am with me how hard i'm trying to fit in and i detest the smile on my face reject what is inside.~ i don't want to see how i think i'm fat i don't want to see popularity this contest to be on top, this greed all of my inner 'ugly' continue hiding what i hide.~ mirror mirror on the wall please don't show me the truth all the unwanted reality and what i've tried to mask reflect only the outside.~ |
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04-10-2009, 08:01 AM
oujilolita: nice poem.
........................................................................... ........................... I cant stand this pain You keep hiding from me But you only hide when i am okay But then you make the pain take its place You should know I need you here to keep this pain away Never leave or the pain will stay I am a sad and poor person I never really get stuff that i want But i have you every once in awhile I don't want you to stay away I know you have things to do And school to look into But i am home schooled And i have a lot of free time I cant help being smarter then you I help you with your homework And i get an hour to be with you I have a heart of gold that i want to give you But you are never around for me to find you Where do you hide Why do you joke with me and my feelings I don't know if you are telling me the truth or lying to me Using me to make you feel okay But don't you feel the regret once you are alone And your mind is free to think I don't know how you feel But i am doing everything i can to stay with you And i can promise i will never leave you. I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this... |
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04-16-2009, 12:31 PM
I dont know how to get out
of this situation im in right now dont know who to trust dont know why i look up to you when you made this heart break so easy for yourself every tear every year i would think of you i never thought for myself i would go straight to you i wouldnt lose one minute of time away from you and now im standing here thinking about what i should do should i just forget about you or keep this love inside so i wont cry i didnt want to lose you i didnt want to have to cry for you in front of you i stand all alone as you tell me everything you told me not to cry to brake out of my shell and stop hiding from this world im in you told me to feel free instead of locked up in a cage and feel insane you helped me get through the good times and get through the bad times but you would somehow make me cry i dont know why i guess its because you never said those three word *i love you* Ive been waiting up late at night for you staying in the cold outside searching for you why do you always look the other way and never at me why is it her that you wanted more then me i was there for you she was with others she is my best friend but this is the second time shes done this the is always someone you can not trust but they hide their real self underneath that sweet skin and pretend not to be selfish i know how that is to be hurt by someone like that someone that i called my best friend she ruined my happy ending and i want to ruin her so she know i want her to know just how i feel right now locked up in a cage no one there to keep you safe always in pain nothing is the same now that he is gone forever he told me that the first love you do not fall this deep in love with for a reason because you cant be with them till the end.T_T *Arsenio i will always want you to the end, i just wish you could have kept your promise and changed, you were so agresive with me it was painful but worth everything to me, every kiss, and smile, hug and style, i changed for you but you did nothing for me, im sorry i wasnt good enough for you to be happy.T_T* I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this... |
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04-17-2009, 04:04 AM
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your become music and mine just fall to pieces.T_T I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this... |
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i got 1 -
04-17-2009, 07:24 PM
what got me into writing poems was my teacher, we had a report about it. i had 2 write like 30 of them.
Passion he's passionate in all the rite ways he sends the sweetest whisper of love through my ears it tings down my spine like a ladybug walking across my arm it tickels me with the way the way he shows his passion from his natural humor to his whispers of love when he wraps his arms around me i go week i collapse in2 his arms which makes him love me more his passion makes my heart rip out of my skin his shower of kisses makes me melt i can never get mad at him ever.. because of his passion 4 me brings me back again cool thing is.. Ive never had a bf and i can write lovey dovey stuff like this. i think it comes from all the shojo i read...^_^ ~Hard to be Soft Tough to be Tender~ |
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