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05-14-2009, 11:05 PM
i give rose after rose after rose after rose after rose to you
this is so you arent lonely while im gone for these days hours minutes seconds something for you to have to remember how much i love you just keep them with you and remember this is a gift from me to my lovely girl rose after rose after rose after rose after rose after rose after rose after rose I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this... |
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under the rain -
05-15-2009, 07:00 AM
as night falls and black pearls fade into neither sand nor dust my life changes.It changes into somthing i never would think of .Clouds swallow the sky as it starts to rain tears.I stare as you walk the opposite direction while you gaze at me as if i were a rare jewel.
somtimes i wonder what he thinks about if he thinks of meat all, or notices me. While finishing the walk i started he walks beside me and brushes against my sholder.As my scent and his scent transfer from one another we pass each other by like stray leaves on a windy autum evening.The inside of my stomach begins to tremble and fill with butterflies while i swiftly turn around and stop him before he walks any further. He stares at me once again straight into my eyes.More and more butterflies fill my stomach as i try to say somthing thinking that it would be easier to think than to actually do.His eyes soften with kindness and before i can say anything. |
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Monday -
05-15-2009, 07:49 PM
its going to be cloudy monday i will be happy if it rains i hope the rain will wash away all this anger, frustration, and pain i want all my worries to go away oh how i want it to already be monday i want all these things to go away i want to be with the one i love not someone that will give me gifts and love i don't like those things they make me ill you see i want my love to hold me tight never let me out of sight keep me close to him at night and let me close my eyes knowing he is there so no one can steal me away from him i will be happy knowing that this can never be the end i will be happy when God forgives me and takes me to a happy place i will be happy to be with my love happy, warm, and safe oh how i wish it was manday, i wish it would just rain i wish it would take away all this anger, frustration and pain why cant it just already be monday and all this pain could go away? I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this... |
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05-18-2009, 01:45 AM
Another mistake
a simple doubt. We clicked immediately, but I was too slow. Unknowing, I helped her w/ him, my feelings growing w/ each moment passed I told her I'd be fine, wasn't gonna make the same mistake twice. He might just be The One, but I don't wanna risk it. They'll be together soon, I'll jsut be a friend. She needed this, so did I, but I let her have her way... cus I'm not making the same mistake, another time. Wrote it before Jacob and Jamie got together (I believe the second day after I told him bout her crush on him) I'll regret that day for the rest of my life. If only I was mean enough... |
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05-19-2009, 09:23 AM
sometimes i dont understand why do we always have to get mad but in the end be together again i know ive been crazy but the truth is your crazier then me baby but i get mad when you are talking to another girl man you almost kill me when i talk about a guy friend you slam me into a chair i smell the sweet air of you i wrap my arms around you i pull you closer to me oh God you smell so sweet you have always been just what i need its almost crazy how we are one minute we are disgusted with each other then we cant get enough of each other when you are away for more then three days i get so home sick for you i just walk out the door of my house and go to you i run into your arms laugh like a crazy little girl you pick me up and i scream you know im scared of hights but you love seeing me up high you love to look in my eyes and i get so embarrassed i hide my face in my hair so you wont see i cant help it if i broke your necklace that your friend gave you i didnt mean to its just.....im so crazy about you i didnt mean to go away when you were needing me your father made me leave but i came back to you to watch a movie with you didnt i oh baby you make me so crazy make me wear this dress that makes me look like a little girl but you know i do this just for you mom thinks that i want to make her proud but the truth is i just want to keep you around why are we so perfect together yet we get so crazy? I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this... |
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05-19-2009, 09:37 AM
Huzzah! One of my old and dark poems
Scarlet Sharp silver ecstasy, Little pink tattoos, Cherry red wonderland, Sparkling gray infuse, Enchanted storybook tales, Beautifully flowing creek, Of Scarlet! Of Scarlet! Lest you be swayed to sleep, Curiously gazing stare, Upon the enlightening incision, Naïve little smile, Another Scarlet decision, Ignorant minds flourish, Soar upon a star, Twinkle, Twinkle; Scarlet flows, A routine so bizarre, Play a Scarlet melody, No don’t get addicted! Broken nails claw, At a death that was predicted, Scarlet’s in control! The little puppets dance, Cherry red wonderland, Is under a sinful trance, Little children frolic, Gray skies form, Sharp little ecstasy, Humble minds torn, Now my little ones; off to sleep, Lest my storybook be read, For the last time that book was opened, Their twisted fates were dead. |
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