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05-23-2009, 12:41 PM
my friends tell me to change
but i can't do this it isn't me i don't want to change i love my family and bf but i cant change it is weird for me im not use to this i just cant handle it i just want to scream i want to slam my fists into the wall cry until nightfall i don't want this pain in reality its not me i just don't know how to be this way it wont mold with me it will stick out it will make me pain it will make me bleed this screaming agony its all building up inside of me i want to get free be who i am with no need to scream run with bare feet burst into the wind breath like there is no end needing to fight this pain keep on living with this agony wanting to scream wanting to bleed wanting anything to take away this pain wanting to be like a wolf and just flee.  I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this... 
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05-23-2009, 01:00 PM
I have love for this lady who lives by the sea, who comes to help those in need. She lifts up their spirit and sends off positive vibes. She's constantly changing showing many different tribes. This lady I speak of is full of surprises, with much love and few cares, no need for compromises. So remember this each day you rise, this lady I have love for is not only one size. But is so expansive with the energy emitted, that she can be seen whenever it is fitted. So gaze each morning in that mirror so bright, and know that you are doing everything right!!  Cheers - Oz
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05-23-2009, 01:07 PM
I don't know what i see
its just i see things the fade away quickly i see them in my dreams am i crazy? am i the only one that sees things? can an angel come save me i have nightmares now they are getting darker the bright is fading away and the darkness is coming my way why am i seeing these things why am i feeling this way why cant i just get away and finally be saved? I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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05-23-2009, 01:21 PM
I wandered lonely as a cloud That floats on high o'er vales and hills, When all at once I saw a crowd, A host, of golden daffodils; Beside the lake, beneath the trees, Fluttering and dancing in the breeze. Continuous as the stars that shine And twinkle on the milky way, They stretched in never-ending line Along the margin of a bay: Ten thousand saw I at a glance, Tossing their heads in sprightly dance. The waves beside them danced, but they Out-did the sparkling leaves in glee; A poet could not be but gay, In such a jocund company! I gazed—and gazed—but little thought What wealth the show to me had brought: For oft, when on my couch I lie In vacant or in pensive mood, They flash upon that inward eye Which is the bliss of solitude; And then my heart with pleasure fills, And dances with the daffodils. Cheers - Oz
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05-23-2009, 01:34 PM
I am surrounded by black roses
they are poisoned to kill me soon i will fade into the darkness of death find the light to go to feel the pain from the flames they are going to burn me so i will not return one day my red satin dress is burning in these flames my flesh is stinging from pain i want to return someday but here i am being burned as i am black poisoned roses, one in my hand they were so beautiful yet so painful why did my love betray me this way why is he burning me making himself more pain death is on my way, bring me all your pain leave me here to die this way i don't love you from this day on my love will always be forgotten and my life had only started my love made me he loved me so he gave me these roses but how would i have known that they would kill me from the poisoned thorns the black rose slips from my hand blood still dripping from my finger drying with the flames my bones are now showing giving disgust and agony to my love he should have known what happens to his one and only true vampire love. I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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05-23-2009, 01:49 PM
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but today i get to see my bf and i will have something to smile about today.>^_^< there is always a pain in my heart when he is away but when he returns my sky is no longer gray i will love him with my whole heart these two days i have i will give him love and kisses and hugs tickle him until he gives me some attention as well i think we are both under each others spell i love his dark black pearl eyes they show me each emotion in them his face so smooth and sweet lips like angels wings one little kiss from him and i am happy for the day but to stay with him for the whole day i would be so happy but when i have to leave the more pain it will bring me i am under a spell that is made to keep me happy with him my first love he will always be my first for everything and i always want him to be the first and always want him to be that last i need to focus on not getting mad if i act sweet, and calm my emotions he will give me more attention he will love me for eternity if i can change little by little he said that i dont have to change who i am i just have to be this sweet girl that i am with him but i can release my emotions in the air when he's not around im his little angel yet when he's gone his little devil evil but sweet he sweeps me off my feet makes me feel unique the darkness will always fade away when he comes my way. I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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05-28-2009, 08:08 AM
Trying to be away from you for more then a week
it is seriously killing me now i don't want to be away form you i want to be right beside you let you hug me oh so tightly let you put me on your knees i know that i am heavy but you don't want me to be unhappy that's why you have stayed with me you have made me forever happy i know that you can see when i am happy but when im sad i see it in your eyes as well i kiss you softly on your lips you put your hands on my hips you bring me closer to you and now i am happy yet crying.
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05-28-2009, 11:35 AM
I wonder why no one else posted anymore poems?
the stars are so beautiful tonight as i sit outside looking up in the sky the moonlight shining on my face me feeling like an idiot for the things i've said wondering if anyone will forgive me in the end after i have lost every single friend.
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05-28-2009, 01:59 PM
Confrontation...for now
Falling, covering my skin as I run. I try to hide from this fear... yet it follows me wherever I go. A house up ahead gives me shelter from the rain. Still the lightening and thunder remain. A tingle, sends shivers up my spine. It's a wonder I haven't ran. This old house is filled with them, the eight-legged creature which fills me with dread. Hands, swiping the spinder away, pulling me into an embrace... away from the taunting storm. Arms circle around me, as I'm laid to the floor. I'm afraid of what will come if I stay. Dashing, escaping from those arms. Running, from the shelter which held what I fear.. Screaming, as thunder claps and lightening strikes. Hiding, from these fears which confront me. Always to remain trapped, in a world which holds these. Not allowing anyone near I keep my secrets inside, keep these fears locked away.. holding them at bay. Storms, Spiders, S.., The three 'S's in my hidden world, never known to those around. Just how deep these fears run. Commitment, a relationship I must face... The time draws near I can't hide for long. Someday I'll be alone, unless these fears are revealed. But until then, I must hide these crying eyes. For Now.
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