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07-05-2009, 10:56 PM
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07-05-2009, 11:05 PM
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he is far away, and if you send me a pm i will tell you all about it.^^  I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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07-11-2009, 09:14 AM
everything that i see it is just a bad memory i try to see you and me but in the end i lose you! i don't care what you do because here i am without you caring much my dear? well this is what i fear! losing you is the last thing i would do you lie to me and im a fool i look at you and see what you do nothing is going to be for me i just don't want to break i just wanna be with you and sing! this is the only thing that i will keep in memory you and me right here saying all these thing everything that we don't mean i know i cant do anything saving you is the best thing so here i let you gooo! because i am crying now feeling the pain that you have found this wound is so deeeep! i can hardly breath leaning over on the floor gasping and crying just trying to breath didn't think this would have been so much pain here i am losing you its the memory of you kissing me that day i don't have anything left to say because here i am its hard to breath! Shut up! this shit you say i cant handle it today i want you out of my way just listen to me and Shut up baby! shut up leave me alone im better off on my own there is a long road for me i can make it on my own i don't need you your just my mother shut up leave me alone i'm better off on my own i know this road i can make it on my own i already know that you will miss me being home but i'm here to pack up and go shut up leave me alone i don't need to stay in this home so just shut up and leave me alone because i'm no longer going to stay in this home and put up with this shit you put me in if your wanting me to go then let me know i will pack up and go because i cant stay here i know i'm your only baby girl but i have to say shut up and leave me alone because tomorrow i am gone. I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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07-11-2009, 09:36 AM
You know i love you
now can you see that everything you need i have here waiting! i see you in my dreams i see you smiling back at me i know your heart is waiting just for me. my heart is beating softly waiting for you to come to me speeds up as i wait please just kiss me i can not just dream of this oh you know what i mean. I need you baby cant you hear me my heart is pounding and i am happy yet worried that you are someday going to leave me. will you wait for me no longer lie to me say you love me feel the way i feel inside. please baby just tell me you will wait for me i don't want to feel this pain i don't want to feel the pain like i felt the other day. I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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07-11-2009, 06:16 PM
Prelude to Insanity
Burning, Itching, Longing, That one feels away from their love Is a pain that will never fade. It will exist until the end of days And rot the person to their core. Why anyone would willingly Accept this fate One cannot simply understand. Craving, Yearning, Desiring, All comes as a price for love. Insanity takes away all that someone was. So why did I insist on This fate. 
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07-16-2009, 08:30 AM
my love for you i see in my dreams a vision a fantasy a nightmare an image or a reality something good will happen to you and me loving you is the only thing i have been given i love your lips so sweet and soft your voice so kind when speaking to me and here i am sleeping away dreaming of you and what will i do when i wake and don't see you? cry because of my dreams fooling me making me mad at myself for thinking this way if your girlfriend knew she would kill me she would know all my secrets i will get rid of you stop thinking about you dreaming of you and wanting you were the two worst things i could ever do forgive me for i have sinned did the worst thing and gave in to the most beautiful eyes you call me your vampire girl of the night you want me to whisper sweet things in your ear and i told you that you wouldn't be able to hear because my sweet words they sound like nails on a chalk board that's why i can not speak because i am just the enemy waiting for her pray waiting for the day that your girlfriend finds out what i have been thinking i am so sorry for hurting you saying things that i wish i had never told you i bet i made you cry but your pain came straight to me i am sorry for being a bad dream i wanted to be oh so sweet whisper sweet things in your ear take away all your fears trace my finger around your ear have your head on my lap looking up at me so sweet and kindly i wanted to feel as if you were mine yet this vampire girl has sinned and your not mine i know that i want you the most ever since i saw you i have always thought of you your never leave my mind i always cry i am just a girl who cares for you so much always wanting to be near you always wanting to listen to you i want to hold and kiss you yet i feel like i am slipping away from you i never want to let you go i want you the most i do not wish to make you feel like a ghost i want you to feel real and whole sweet and know that i love you yet here i am dreaming away once again dreaming of you knowing i will give in saying those things you want to hear me whispering them in your ear to me you are real and sweet always near my heart and in my dreams if i slip away i lose everything hold me tight and let me know that you also love me. I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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07-20-2009, 07:45 PM
When I close my eyes
The only things I see are Nightmares. People die in mere seconds Yet I’m so far away from being With you. Come baby… Bring yourself a little closer to me. Wrap your arms around me- Press your lips to mine- Because no matter how close we touch we’re always a little apart. I dream of you when you’re next to me And when you’re hours away. The dreams are always different But you are always the same. Never change who you are. Come baby… Bring yourself a little closer to me. Wrap your arms around me- Press your lips to mine- Because no matter how close we touch We’re always a little apart. Everyday that I’ve had with you Is a prelude to The eternity we’ll have together. So I’ll hold my head up high, Treasure every touch And loathe the time that keeps us apart. Come baby… Bring yourself a little closer to me. Wrap your arms around me- Press your lips to mine- Because no matter how close we touch We’re always a little apart. Come on baby…please… Bring yourself a little closer to me.
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07-21-2009, 12:39 PM
When Angels Deserve To Die
There's an angel in the world Who's on a thin line And she loves someone Who hurts her all the time... No one knows how she feels And no one cares, they won't care ever And they don't see how she bleeds Only the one who will be loved by her forever... And God asks her a question: "Do you want to live or die?... But remember... If you choose living, Someone has to leave you forever..." And she thinks, thinks harder Over and over again... Then she remembers once again There's nothing left to gain. Then she asks God: "I wonder... Who can make the things harder? Who's gonna leave? Am i gonna choose? Or without knowing, i'm gonna lose?" God answers back: "Who will be leaving Is gonna be the one you love most." Then she refuses believing That couldn't be what it all cost! "What if I choose dying God? I know, we'll always be apart... But is he going to live again? And take away all this pain?" "Yes..." says God, "he definitely is... And I'll take away all your goodness, That will make his life happier And make you restful and lie in peace..." Then she thinks, "I'd better die... There will be nothing to cry No pain, no tears, just a restful life And God says, my goodness will make him smile..." Then she crosses the line And suddenly falls on the ground She chooses dying for her love She knows things are getting fine. And he finally knows what's living And says "If it's like this, it's nothing! Anymore, there's nothing left to smile, When my angel deserves to die..." -K. 
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07-21-2009, 12:40 PM
and also another one from me, written when i was so depressed:
Rainy Sunday it's like being in prison when you're stuck in a room four walls coming towards you as you are suffering some loneliness. with every single minute passing you feel like getting breathless. it's like being in hell when you're away from your loved ones caring less and less about your responsibilities everyday a little less all these things i've just mentioned about. i know there is something wrong with me but i can't find a way to figure it out. it's like being in heaven when you're with him. all those kisses and hugs all those words that fly around make a smile stuck on your face. no matter what you can't get it off. face goes wet times get tough still having strength as you hold hands a little tighter and hug a little stronger what's taken away is just your breath. it's like being derailed being far from where you actually belong to when it all feels so wrong on a rainy sunday when you're far, far, far away from where you belong to from him from your responsibilities.. stuck in a room and when all your weird thoughts make you write some nonsense when you let down your defence on a rainy sunday. -K.
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