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10-08-2009, 01:42 PM
Never thought the end would come so soon i thought i could stay sane for a bit longer never knew i was going to act this way why do i keep thinking like this curled up in a ball on the floor crying to myself and no one more screaming in my head thinking about everything i've said did i do anything wrong? i try to do my best but i always do my worst instead laying on the floor staring at the wall in front of me listening for a noise but only hear my cries my clothes all torn my bones aching and screaming for rest i cant sleep i wont forgive and i will never forget screaming on the inside knowing i might give up one day knowing i have lost all sanity laying on the floor sobbing i know it wont help me crying until my clothes are drenched in my tears all my fears turning into a reality that no one needs screaming until i find a way out screaming all day screaming all night my voice going away and i fall asleep everything fading away it must of been just a bad dream something i always seem to see something that is now a part of me i cant sleep i cant see who it is your trying to be cut the crap i dont want you acting like that its not the person i know you to be stop your whining stop this crying don't scream i don't want to hear why your trying to get the attention I have been there once and i am never going back so dont remind me of that change your look all you want change the way you talk the way you walk the way i knew you before crying on the floor ripping your clothes to shreds falling out of your bed just to get a little bit of attention your just another reason for me to forgive and forget and leave this isnt the place i want to be an illusion just a dream and this is why you decide to scream? this isnt who you want to be you want attention you need protection crying because you need to screaming because you believe its all true do you even know what people say about you? i dont think you understand what is going on in reality everyone saying things about you but nothing about me listen to your heart follow your dreams push away the bad and make room for the fantasy stop your whining why are you crying this isnt just a nightmare its a test to see what you will do just to try and be happy.  I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this... 
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10-09-2009, 07:31 AM
you can take away my dreams
take away everything but my smile will always remain try to take me away to a bad dream make me see things i never dreamed of seeing i dont want to know this i dont want it to be the end shoot me if you want but let the moon stay the same shining bright up in the sky at night brightening up my night making me smile while it shines a full moon up in the sky making my life feel all right im not going to feel bad you can take away my time but it doesnt mean i cant smile I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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10-23-2009, 03:52 AM
i remember those words they were like a knife that stabbed my heart it would really have hurt if it wasn't already empty i cried a river of tears while you just keep on living your life and when you went and did that you took everything from me you can take everything from me but not how much i care for you i remember the good days when i was happy will i be happy again or keep hanging on to unobtainable dreams do you understand how much i hurt and i dont think it will stop i know your better off without me but it still hurts i liked to hug you but now it hurts to so why do you keep coming back ami your security do you care what am i to youi know its hard but do you hurt like ido are you scared too will things be good again remember when we first met how i was the one who was nice to you and look at you now why did you go that direction you should not have i cared for you and now i cannot stop crying even when i got no tears left but i guess we were not meant to be i still have to see you every day though then the pain gets bandaged by more pain i don't know which direction to go to you or to move on
but it hurts is this wat it feels like to love if so i don't want to
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10-25-2009, 08:49 PM
Here's the one that VampGirl1314 wanted to see. lol
I hate I hate how many nights I spend alone without you. I hate how I live everyday looking at the empty space beside me. I hate having to look at still pictures instead of your actual self. I hate how thoughts of you make my heart ache inside. I hate how much I pray for you but god never sends you to me. I hate the tears I’ve cried when your job forces you to leave me. I hate how much time I’ve spent looking at the sky and wondering about you. I hate telling my friends about how long we’ve stayed apart. I hate going to couples’ dances without a date-without you. I hate always thinking of how long you’re going be gone when you leave. I hate how weak I am inside without you. I hate being cold at night. I hate driving home alone and leaving you behind at night. I hate doing things that annoy you. I hate it when you can’t call when I need you. I hate not being able to visit you. I hate it when you miss out on important events in my life. I hate it when we can’t spend our anniversary together. I hate being the only one without a date. I hate waiting for you. I hate not being able to sleep beside you. I hate it when I can’t share something funny with you. I hate it that your friends see you more than I do. I hate being sad when you tell me not to be. I hate not feeling like myself when I’m without you. I hate that I’m writing this stupid hate poem When I could never hate you, Not even a little bit, Not at all. 
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10-25-2009, 11:44 PM
summer's nites day you came to be with me i thought how we first met i thought how sweet you were i thought how you always thought of me i thought of how you'd always be there but that day was not wat i though it be you can to be with me to say good-bye it hurt like nothing i ever knew it hurt like a knife stabing through it hurt so much that i died that night too
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I Would Live in your love -
10-26-2009, 09:13 AM
I Would Live in Your Love
 I would live in your love as the sea-grasses live in the sea, Borne up by each wave as it passes, drawn down by each wave that recedes; I would empty my soul of the dreams that have gathered in me, I would beat with your heart as it beats, I would follow your soul as it leads.
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11-18-2009, 01:23 AM
Cant you see
this is just my simple life its all right and i'm just fine i will be who i want to be don't change me cant you see i am happy being this way i need you here right beside me i cant stand to be alone in this cold winter night i need to see you you are my light and you make me feel all right cant you see i am here waiting for you to come to me i need you her beside me if i was a thousand miles away and you hadn't seen my face before would you still have fallen for me? would it have been the same would you have been waiting? just for me? Baby cant you see i am here waiting i saw you in my dreams cant you see this is just my simple life and its all right im just fine i need you by my side cant you see i need you to be with me please don't leave. Waiting Sometimes its hard to leave i will be waiting for you my baby i will be waiting i will be the same if you think i will see somebody else and forget about you then you dont have faith in me remember the first time i saw you you caught my eye you seemed alright and ever since then i knew... I NEEDED YOU! here we are four months from that day i should say happy anniversary but im to sad i wish i could be glad but i am moving away i cant take this pain but i just want you to know i will be waiting waiting in this empty room waiting for you to come come to me just so you know i cant stand this pain its so hard to move away i will me so far away from you farther then i use to just so you know i will be waiting for the day that you come for me with a bright shining ring. I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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I'll Cry Your Tears -
11-18-2009, 08:21 AM
Now I am posting a poem my boyfriend wrote me last year. Hope you will like it.
 I'll Cry Your Tears I'll cry your tears, my love rest your head in my arms I'll carry you into the sheltering sky kiss you in the early morning I'll walk with you in a gentle rain dance with you in the setting sun sing your heart and soul and fears I'll cry your tears, my love I'll cry your tears, my love take me in your arms walk with me into the shadow of the long and lonely years remember me as I am, my love while the moment is forever walk with me into the light I'll cry your tears, my love By Ira D.Tobias
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11-18-2009, 05:52 PM
Three Rings for the Elven-kings under the sky,
Seven for the Dwarf-lords in their halls of stone, Nine for Mortal Men doomed to die, One for the Dark Lord on his dark throne In the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie. One Ring to rule them all, One Ring to find them, One Ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them In the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie. -J.R.R. Tolkien — Albert Einstein "Bazinga!"
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11-20-2009, 10:11 AM
One match
one choice i light the match and await the light the ring of fire that surrounds me now making it impossible to escape making the air evaporate and hard for me to breath i look up at the sky and wonder why i am standing in this field awaiting death...... .................... with this shield of fire i will now surrender to the darkness as i walk through this ring of light i fall to the ground not breathing or trying to fight i will awake in a hospital bed where everyone i love will be sad they bring me flowers to show me sorrow and i will be oh so great full looking up at the ceiling wondering if i will ever be the same person i came to be. Animal Cruelty is wrong even for animal control! Here i am sitting outside i look at the animals pass me by they look so happy and so calm as if nothing bad were to go wrong soon enough comes along a starving dog digging through trash wanting something to eat even if its a leftover bone to eat i walk inside of my house feeling so sad and dig out some scraps for the poor animal i wish i had my neighbor so hateful to the dogs he called up animal control without a heart he walked back inside slamming the door once inside i pat the poor dog on its head feeling happy he was fed i go back inside so full of joy i almost didn't hear the dreadful noise i run outside as it is to late animal control took the poor dog away tying a rope around the dogs neck yanking the dog so hard the poor thing flew six feet of the ground the animal controls partner grabbed the dog by its neck and threw the poor thing in the back of the truck with all of his poor puppy friends. I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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