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08-26-2008, 07:02 PM
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Was browsing through my computer.... and I found this old poem I wrote about two years ago for English... ^^' Gosh my English was embarrassing back then... xD haha, anywhoo, hope ya'll enjoy xD OH.... a few notes before you read.... xD 1. This poem is no where NEAR complete 2. I believe I was rushed because I started this last minute... and I still didn't finish ;_; 3. Yes, I actually turned this in.... The Malice Mizer Upon the dim and dread of a mournful night, walks about a young man, handsome still, even in his plight Downed and drunk from his late night sorrows, he, like a sloth, seeks a warm, dry burrow In the midst of this damp, misty, and shadow-laden alley, there stands a stranger, his presence so strong, so almighty. Gackt, in rampant rage, starts at this stranger with all his wrath, stumbling, slipping, and even tripping down his path. As his way is made, he forsakes all his pain; yet despite all his strain, this matter is to resolve all in vain. With his great energy, he slips upon the gravel whilst flailing about, only for this stranger to catch him as he passes out. In the morning he awakes, stark nude and in a bed, and to his surprise, not in his own bed he awoke, but rather the stranger's instead! With a sharp shriek of surprise, Gackt quickly ruffles the pillows and blankets to hide. To his great relief, the stranger is still out and deep, deep into his own sleep. Still, with great caution, he approaches this stranger, ever wary and cautious of any danger. He, the stranger in his sleep, was a handsome young man, quite beautiful and fine, with his sleeping countenance betraying a face ever gentle and kind. Slowly, Gackt reaches out and brushes some strands of hair from the strangers face, only to be taken in awe by it's finesse, elegance, and grace. The golden locks of his beautiful fine hair, soft, straight and smooth as silk, his fair skin beautiful and pale as milk. Though, this in no way implies that Gackt is not a looker so fine, if anything, if this were no fiction, he would be mine! xDD As Gackt continues to look into the stranger's pale face, his eyes begin to open slowly, revealing a brilliant black, staring directly back, apparently into space. With a smile, brilliant as the sun's ecliptic shine, he rises, places a hand upon Gackt's cheek and gently whispers "You are now mine." With that, and a powerful backhand across the face, Gackt is pulled into a deep embrace. With the stranger's tongue planted deep, and digging deeper, deeper still, Gackt is left immobilized, shocked and trapped until As quickly as he came, just as quick he's back, asleep on the bed, though now on Gackt's naked lap. Cheeks flashing bright, and burning red hot, his heart is beating rapidly as it will never stop. He is thoroughly shocked, and trembling asunder. "Did he just slap me and kiss me all in one move?" Gackt now wonders With the stranger now fast asleep on his lap, he looks around for his clothes hoping not to disturb the stranger's nap. As Gackt begins to move the strangers head from his thigh, the stranger makes move to grab somewhere a little more up high. In this spontaneous succession as the stranger succeeds in grabbing his prize, he begins to open his mouth to quite the appropriate size. Frantic now is Gackt as he jumps towards the bedside, unfortunate for him however, as the stranger had taken him for a ride. The two toppled over, with the bed sheets and comforters atop, with Gackt on the bottom and the stranger uptop. They were now cheek to cheek and chest to chest, with the weighty comforter above them gently at a rest with no space to move, and Gackt powerless to lift the man, he is now stuck to wait until this stranger is finally, and fully awake. Sure enough awake did he, the stranger on Gackt's chest, and with a powerful bite, bites deep into Gackt's neck. He began a yelp but was muffled quickly, as the stranger, himself had moved quite swiftly. now not only chest to chest, but mouth to mouth as well! If not before, then now, is when Gackt's mind began to swell. "What are you doing? What is it you want?" was finally Gackt's inquiry; "You like it don't you?" was his reply ever so simply. He, in fact, could not deny that he found pleasure in this pain, yet... he could not help but feel some disdain. "I have someone waiting for me. Hyde is his name. And I could never love another the same." "Oh, and of love have you two ever seriously made? For sure I will say, you kiss quite little, for if you didn't, you would've pushed harder than today. Yet, of course, such softness of tongue and mouth, to be expected only from the most innocent and virgin of youths." "My clothes, where do you have have them kept?" "Your clothes you say? It's been so long since this place has been swept... though they might be in that heap yonder. Yet...it matters not...for last night your clothes completely fell (well they were actually torn) apart." Shocked and in a silence, Gackt forces himself to say, "If that is such the case, have you any clothes to lend so I may leave this dismal place?" "....I have but one outfit to spare, though I cannot help but feel that you would resent terribly to wear." "Show it to me regardless of what you think. So much that it might not be all a fluffy pink." He returns instead with an outfit of all black, made apparently, entirely of leather and straps... As Gackt begins to make his way towards the door, the stranger says "You will be back, I know you want more. My name is Miyavi and you may find me here, or if you want, we can always make love... else where." "Miyavi you say, I will keep you in mind, for when I feel the need for a concubine." "HO! A CONCUBINE? How bold of you, for that, a slave of mine you shall be, for next time we meet, there shall be no mercy." "Next time we meet? So might there ever be such a time." "Oh but there will, as I said once before, You are now mine." A shiver ran down his back, "Is this man serious? Or is he just miserably delirious?" "Yet why do I feel so elated? Does he really make me feel so exhilirated?" With these thoughts coursing through his mind as he rushes out the door, the new income of the bright afternoon light renders Gackt momentarily blind. Out into the streets of L'arc en Ciel, the familiar sights and sounds of the marvelous city are now revealed. Out beyond the urban streets and the cityscape, lie but misty mountains, and a large massive lake. Though the mountains are steep, and the lake quite vast, despite all, one feels no hold of being trapped. A feeling of being free and unrestrained, encumbers one as he views these plains. With a slight shiver in his belts for wraps, Gackt begins on his way, he has come to long for Hyde, for he has not seen him an entire day. With a great many wrongful turns, wandering a maze like a mouse, it is almost dusk before Gackt finds his little house. "Let him be asleep." Gackt prays silent to himself as he opens the door, and sure enough, there lay Hyde drunk and broken on the floor. His hair laid plastered to his face, with an empty bottle in his hand, his legs opened wide, Hyde looks a man of little taste. The smell of alcohol reeks in his breath, he probably consumed more than enough to bring a normal man to his death. Poor Hyde, must have worried night and morning, for he couldn't have known of Gackt's soon forthcoming. He crosses over the unconscious Hyde, to change his clothes, out of this terrible hide. He then returns to where his lover rests, and takes one deep breath. Then with a mighty heave and a hefty huff, he manages to lift Hyde to bed, Gackt has now had more than enough. He collapses gently over Hyde, and roughly rolls himself on his side. The two sleep peacefully half through the night, when Gackt awakesn to a sudden fright. He had dreamnt of Miyavi holding him tight, caressing him in the sweet gentle night. Though instead of Miyavi, Gackt see's Hyde, molesting him, soon almost to be inside. "Gackt, you've been gone all day, and now that your home, it's now Hyde's time to play." "No, please not tonight, I've had it quite rough, and unlike you, I am NO where near as tough." "Come, just a little, it won't be long, you know you'll be gone long before i'm even done." For Gackt the long night suddenly grew longer, "What's wrong Gackt? It feels as if you've found another lover." "Are you kidding? You know to me, there is no other. My only lover shall always be you, and never another." And with that, Gackt begins to push harder, forcing his way into Hyde ever more faster. "My, where did you learn to play like that?! If you keep this going, I am going to have to fight back!." The roles are reversed, with Hyde growing more and much more perverse. Soon enough, Gackt's had all he can, now with sweat pouring through all his glands. "I've done all I can, I now have no more power, in fact, I'm going to hit the shower." "My, you've done more to night than any night before. You have your shower, I'm going out to the store." It is now long past early morning's rise, Gackt is now up, refreshed and alive. To no surprise, Hyde is already up, in the bathroom applying all his makeup. With great pride, he adds his finishing touch, a last puff of powder, he begins to put on his chain cuffs. With makeup, Hyde, already quite handsome and beautiful, is glorified even more so. With his blue eyes surrounded in a deep dark black, lined with a crimson blue, his lips a scarlet red hue And dressed in an Elegant Gothic-Loli, Hyde is the perfect doll, just looking for a folly.  In the shadows beneath the trees he waits. In the darkness under the moon he plots In the silence of the night he kills. 
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08-26-2008, 07:35 PM
Hurt. You are hurt when you feel pain, You are hurt when you feel anger. But when you are hurt, who would keep you happy. All the tears which drop from your happy face, All rain which fall from the sky, Everything which hurted you, hurts me now. x3. not sure if its like ummm yeah good or something like that xD.. -giggles-
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08-26-2008, 08:09 PM
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 but it came from the heart.>^_^< and its how i feel as well.T_T I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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08-26-2008, 08:16 PM
@ vampire girl; oo I love your poems~!! x], though the poems I write mostly goes about my life etc... think the same goes for you?;3
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08-26-2008, 08:26 PM
Poems? I write poems sometimes! :3 *ponders weather or not to post one* Family:
Husband: Aota Wife: Kiyuga Master: Kiyuga, IonFortuna Sisters: Nekozawa, HinataUchiha Borhters: Sutiiven. Silly Side-kick: Slykaz1 Secret Lover: SonozakiSotaro I own: Mitsu & Hachi- Dolly Yasu - Acid Black Cherry Furukawa - Nookicky KAZ - Oblivian Dust  ¬_¬
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08-26-2008, 08:30 PM
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I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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08-27-2008, 03:56 AM
Is it me or am i going crazy!
trying to find a place to fit in. trying to find a place to call home. trying to get out of my crazy habits. trying to find the boy i belong with. trying to find something that is worth staying in this world for. someone who will care for me. something that can be mine alone. something i can cherish for eternity. something that was made just for me. something that is you, you were made for me. you will cherish me for eternity. you will let me stay with you and make me feel sane. you were made for me and only me. you will always be here for me when i am sad. you will always be there to tell all my secrets too. I will love and cherish you for eternity. I will be there for you when you need me. I will let you call my home yours. I will not cry anymore as long as your here i wont disappear. not anymore. I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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08-27-2008, 02:37 PM
You have a point about the whole "depicting problems in our lives" thing. Most of the one's that I write are about my longing for my BF. When he comes back they'll go back to being dark/feaky stuff. I don't do happy a lot of times.
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08-27-2008, 05:19 PM
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I could never be happier. I found my missing piece and i know he wont leave me. song by simple plan. +{Member of the Crusnik Clan--Crusnik 04}+ +{Codename: Abel}+ I'm sorry for acting like this...
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