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07-02-2007, 02:54 AM
Everytime You Lie_____________________________
Smash your fist into the wall now I think we've been thought it all it's midnight and I'm crying again we've had this fight too many times over what's wrong and who's right and everytime, it tears me down you never had to make excuses you didn't have to lie all you had to say is, baby, this is goodbye but you know I could never let you go no matter how many times I cry I fall deeper and deeper in love with you everytime you lie I should really hate you right now but it wouldn't feel right I only want to be with you more everytime you lie it's been four months and I'm over you for the first time I feel so free and I can do what I want to do but then you come back around and you look into my eyes you bring me back to those memories and I realize I could never let you go no matter how many times I cry I fall deeper and deeper in love with you everytime you lie I should really hate you right now but it wouldn't feel right I only want to be with you more everytime you lie I'll bloom as the poison flower and become the flower that blooms again. |
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07-02-2007, 02:54 AM
Pieces (How Far We Fall)______________________
I hate to leave this world but baby right now I feel six feet under its sunshine outside but all I can hear is thunder you came into this room broken and you have spoken of a dream that was torn in two pieces I wanna put you back together but i can't, you won't give me the pieces baby I guess they'll just weather and you're in pieces from a smile to nothing at all maybe we should be careful of how far we fall I'll bloom as the poison flower and become the flower that blooms again. |
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07-02-2007, 02:55 AM
Don't...___________________
Let's not lie, sweetheart.. I know you know I'd love to die in your arms But I never seem to make it there Before I get shot down And I'm back on the ground where I started Don't say you will if you won't Don't keep going when I say no And don't lie to me when I tell you I love you don't walk when you say you're gonna run don't say stop if it's not even begun and when I ask you to stay… baby, don't walk away. I'll bloom as the poison flower and become the flower that blooms again. |
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07-02-2007, 02:56 AM
Love You___________________
(March 22, 2007) you're so indecisive and unwelcome i wish you could see what you have become so delusional and a wishful thinker i just wish you could be a promise keeper love you.. love us.. love everything we were.. there's nothing left between us.. love her.. love yourself.. love all of the promises, we all know you're gonna break.. love love.. love everything i said.. love "always, til death".. notes: in this, i was inspired by the song 'love you' by jack ingram. if you've ever heard it, then you know that all the 'love's [only 1st in line 17] is substituted for another four letter word. o.o I'll bloom as the poison flower and become the flower that blooms again. |
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07-02-2007, 02:57 AM
How Does It Feel?____________________
(March 19, 2007) How does it feel to know, I would have once died for you, and my whole world revolved around you? how does it feel to have all these girls at your feet? how does it feel when you're loving her as I watch from a distance and weep? or can you even feel it at all? I hope you do… so you can feel the hell you've put me through do you feel it when my heart skips a beat for another and when you know the smile on my face it wasn't meant for you? Do you know how it feels when your hopes and your prayers and your wishes and your dreams, it all falls through? I'll bloom as the poison flower and become the flower that blooms again. |
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07-02-2007, 02:58 AM
Never Mine________________________
(September 30, 2006) "I'm not afraid of jumping off a 30 story building I'm not afraid to die I'm not afraid to walk across fire And I'm not afraid to cry There's nothing I'm afraid of And you know it's true But, baby, i know I'm so afraid of losing you" That's what i said so long ago Now it's like you're someone i don't know I'm over you but the memories remain I wish you could walk with me as i walk through the rain At the same time, i wish i could just forget the hurt I've lost you and I'm not scared When you said goodbye, i didn't really care I've no more to say except that i had a good time I'll have one better without you Now that i think about it, you were never really mine. I'll bloom as the poison flower and become the flower that blooms again. |
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07-02-2007, 02:58 AM
Lost________________________________
(December 30, 2006) Where am I? Why am I here? Why does my vision seem so unclear? Who brought me here? I wonder quietly to myself It feels like a cold, dark hell There's water on this ground The sky is gray all around I'm losing my strength to breathe Footsteps sound near I'm overcome by fear I look up to find you Your face is pale And your eyes are blank As I silently wait for you to explain You bend down on your weak knees And your cold hands touch my face I anxiously question, "What is this place?" You tell me "it's okay, Soon you'll be in a better place, Your wish to leave this city Will be granted without leaving a trace" This is not how I wanted to leave Where are you taking me? Put me down Let me go I want to stay The end was never meant to be this way One last breath… -sayonara- I'll bloom as the poison flower and become the flower that blooms again. |
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07-02-2007, 02:59 AM
How I Feel__________________
(February 2, 2007) For the last time I swear, if you only knew What I feel inside Maybe everything would be alright I should hate you And want to break you But I can't help but fall deeper Everytime you break me It sounds stupid And crazy And if I said I hate you Could you blame me? Reading reminders of the days gone past 3 and a half years have gone so fast I want you and no one else call me insane but that's just how I feel I'll bloom as the poison flower and become the flower that blooms again. |
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07-02-2007, 02:59 AM
Fantasy vs. Reality_______________
(November 2, 2006) In my fantasy world, It was forever. It was meant to be And we would never let go But in reality, It was hell. And like a white line on black paper, It showed. Only in my dreams, That lie would last. And you'd be the future, We wouldn't look back at the past. When I look at it today, You only brought me down. You were never mine, I'm so happy I'm without you now. And everyday I ask myself, "why didn't I do this sooner?" I'll bloom as the poison flower and become the flower that blooms again. |
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