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11-02-2009, 09:58 AM
The last BF I had I only got with because my mum was spreading rumors that I was gay. She kept on picking on me with snide remarks so I got with this guy, Shaun, who I didn't even like as a friend but I knew he liked me. Anyway it was a nightmare, having to keep the pretending up, I ended up hating myself and everyone around me. I think part of it was because I know I can't get a guy to like me I guess i'm too ugly or tomboyish or something lol.
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11-08-2009, 03:33 PM
I only had one relationship with someone who also liked Jpop and anime and black metal. So that wasn't a problem at all. Althou he didn't like it after awhile if I talked about certain stuff. The thing that prevents me from having another bf well it's simple; I don't think that even if I was me who started our relationship I actually felt certain things for him. I liked that we could talk together about a lot of things and that he was smart (a bit nerdy) but there were odd things as well about him that I didn't feel comfortable about. Guess I ended up feeling disgusted and we had these arguements.
That's the thing I'm talking about; I don't wanna have these awkward things (i can't explain it's rather personal) and I don't even feel love like most people do. Second what keeps me from having another is well myself. I don't need it at all a relationship. |
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11-09-2009, 11:51 PM
idk. i think im more a me person. i like to use my time just being lazy or drawing. I had 2 girlfriends before. one in middle school, who was clingy and always around me, which kinda bugged me and another in high school, who im still in love with because she was the perfect girl. idk, i have the personality of an old man.
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