|
|
|
||||
|
||||
it hurts .... .o( _ _ )o ショボーン -
04-26-2009, 12:30 PM
ρ（。。）イジイジ dunno where I can start (〜〜。 ) シクシク
but last night my friends told me I looks unhappy and some of them told me I didn't really smile or laught for a long time ~.~ Since I'm back from america I feel sooo bleh the place is just wrong ( I felt abit the same after I left germany) spain is just such a wrong place for me （−_−）ノシ・・・ハァ・・・ I visit my BF for 2 month in america we wanted to see how it it when we live so close toghether... this 2 month we had so many trouble and sad/bad happenings ( not with him and me) butwe could handle it all o(TヘTo) くぅ this 2 month where the happiest of my completly livetime ( who knows my past know why I sayed this) I felt happy inside ^^ but now ... after I had to go back to spain I lost my smile .............λ ))ｵｲﾃｶﾅｲﾃﾞｰｰｰ it feels all just so wrong without him , I get more and more depressions always when I wake up in the moring my pillow is wet...and my eyes are red ( I don't even wanna cry but my heart does it whiele I sleep) I look every day at his pic and the tears start to run slowly... I'm abit afraid of myself cuz last night I saw in my face how I smiled as I was sad with tears in my eyes 。・；´∧｀；・。 I know this .. I had it before but I hurt myself if I can't handle it I don't want that this happen again to me , I try to find something to keeps me happy but till now I failed ._. and my BF is still out of the field I can't even call him I hate the army O.Q I just wanna sleep... I hate this mood what I have right now it feels like slowly killing me from inside . I think I started to love him completly thats why my heart can't live without him ;.; but he is american and I german I know it will be hard that we can live easy together. I hope he can handle all so I can see him hopefully in august ;.; but till then I need something to make me happy... I hope someone has some Ideas Ｏｏ｡｡(￣_￣*)ぽあぁん  ギャー(*0*((◎—————ー(°°； ) スッポヌケ〜 ✿ あなた だけ が みれば いい...  狂気と真実は紙一重 ✿そして坊やは眠りについて 息衝く灰の中の炎ひとつ、ふたつと 浮かぶふくらみ愛しい横顔 大地に垂るる幾千の夢、夢 銀の瞳のゆら(◕‿‿◕ ) It's a thin line between genius and stupidity. Once you cross it there is no going back!! Luckily I have tippex and a pen so I can just redraw it where I like!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA =_= †♫† 
|
|
|
||||
|
||||
|
04-26-2009, 12:42 PM
Seeing as you felt this way when you came back from Germany, I would have to ask if the feelings diminished somewhat after a time. If they did, I would think you're just coming down from an emotional high, and having what gave you that high not be there anymore can be a painful experience.
There's always the future, Tsuzuki. Anyone who has such a great avatar of Felli Loss can't be all bad.  Unfortunately for you, she is not here. "Ride for ruin, and the world ended!"
|
|
|
||||
|
||||
|
04-26-2009, 12:54 PM
Quote:
oh well I hope your right because it's really bad for me right now O.Q even with alot of work I can't stop it ;.; ギャー(*0*((◎—————ー(°°； ) スッポヌケ〜 ✿ あなた だけ が みれば いい... 狂気と真実は紙一重 ✿そして坊やは眠りについて 息衝く灰の中の炎ひとつ、ふたつと 浮かぶふくらみ愛しい横顔 大地に垂るる幾千の夢、夢 銀の瞳のゆら(◕‿‿◕ ) It's a thin line between genius and stupidity. Once you cross it there is no going back!! Luckily I have tippex and a pen so I can just redraw it where I like!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA =_= †♫†
|
|
|
||||
|
||||
|
04-26-2009, 01:13 PM
Sorry about your emotional upset gut I've got a question..Does his love for you as strong as yours for him?
Why am I asking this? I've noticed that long distance relationship tend not to be fail-proof unless the love between those involved is strong enough to be withstand it.
|
|
|
||||
|
||||
|
04-26-2009, 02:00 PM
Quote:
ギャー(*0*((◎—————ー(°°； ) スッポヌケ〜 ✿ あなた だけ が みれば いい... 狂気と真実は紙一重 ✿そして坊やは眠りについて 息衝く灰の中の炎ひとつ、ふたつと 浮かぶふくらみ愛しい横顔 大地に垂るる幾千の夢、夢 銀の瞳のゆら(◕‿‿◕ ) It's a thin line between genius and stupidity. Once you cross it there is no going back!! Luckily I have tippex and a pen so I can just redraw it where I like!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA =_= †♫†
|
|
|
||||
|
||||
|
04-26-2009, 02:19 PM
^^^
Great!! i hope you guys reunite someday and the love goes on. But you have to be patient, the army is generally time-consuming: training, posting and all, if you guys were married then you would move together. But look at the bright side, he is not on a war ground or Is he in Iraq?
|
|
|
||||
|
||||
|
04-26-2009, 02:31 PM
Quote:
ギャー(*0*((◎—————ー(°°； ) スッポヌケ〜 ✿ あなた だけ が みれば いい... 狂気と真実は紙一重 ✿そして坊やは眠りについて 息衝く灰の中の炎ひとつ、ふたつと 浮かぶふくらみ愛しい横顔 大地に垂るる幾千の夢、夢 銀の瞳のゆら(◕‿‿◕ ) It's a thin line between genius and stupidity. Once you cross it there is no going back!! Luckily I have tippex and a pen so I can just redraw it where I like!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA =_= †♫†
|
|
|
||||
|
||||
|
04-26-2009, 08:26 PM
Quote:
and he hates the army fronm the first day on T.T so he was so happy that he can leave this place in june . ギャー(*0*((◎—————ー(°°； ) スッポヌケ〜 ✿ あなた だけ が みれば いい... 狂気と真実は紙一重 ✿そして坊やは眠りについて 息衝く灰の中の炎ひとつ、ふたつと 浮かぶふくらみ愛しい横顔 大地に垂るる幾千の夢、夢 銀の瞳のゆら(◕‿‿◕ ) It's a thin line between genius and stupidity. Once you cross it there is no going back!! Luckily I have tippex and a pen so I can just redraw it where I like!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA =_= †♫†
|
|
|
||||
|
||||
|
04-26-2009, 08:39 PM
long distance relationships suckT^T im in one too, my Girlfriend went to colleege after her family moved last August and we were together for winter break, but then she had to leave again;.;!!!! and soon she is done with this year of school, then i get to go down to her for 2 months but after that we cant figure out how we can be together......
this is the worst pain i can ever imagine  "I despise practically everything about human life, which does limit one's weekend activities."
|
 |
| Thread Tools | |
|
|
