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10-31-2007, 04:20 PM
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and I couldn't feel this illusion feeling :3 to someone in my past or now ギャー(*0*((◎—————ー(°°; ) スッポヌケ〜 ✿ あなた だけ が みれば いい... 狂気と真実は紙一重 ✿ そして坊やは眠りについて 息衝く灰の中の炎ひとつ、ふたつと 浮かぶふくらみ愛しい横顔 大地に垂るる幾千の夢、夢 銀の瞳のゆら(◕‿‿◕ ) It's a thin line between genius and stupidity. Once you cross it there is no going back!! Luckily I have tippex and a pen so I can just redraw it where I like!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA =_= †♫† |
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11-14-2007, 06:45 PM
Yes, lets see out of the four girlfriends I have had, three of them have broken my heart and the fourth one it was a mutual decision.
The first played games with me for nearly a year even though we only dated a month and a half. Breaking up with me twice in that time frame, over reasons that I am still not 100% sure were true. Amazingly enough we have patched things up now though. The second was my best friend's sister, now before it is said he encouraged it! We barely had a relationship due to their step-father and she ended up breaking up with me over the internet. The third one... This may take awhile to explain... We dated for just about two years, the first year was amazing and we planned on getting married but after she got her car things began to fall apart. Just a few short days before Valentine's Day this year she broke up with me saying she needed a little space, well we were split but didn't see anybody else till about May when she came to my Prom. She asked me back out during the final dance of Prom, well the happiness I felt was short lived for the sheer fact that we almost never spoke and when we did we fought like badgers. I move during this time and lose contact with all my friends, maybe two weeks or so after that she breaks up with me because I am quote end quote 'smothering her'. I am sorry if I feel couples should talk more then thirty minutes a day, but thats besides the point. Well this time she starts seeing guys that play her like a harp, I sit by and wait for her hoping she would see that I wouldn't do that to her. But about August I get tired of waiting and ask out the fourth girl who was mentally unstable. This causes a fight to break out between her and the ex as they fight over me. Well about after two or three months me and the girl decide it would be better to just stay friends. So I simply go back waiting for my ex, but this time she goes and loses her virginity with her new boy toy that she isn't dating, shortly after this she stops talking to me, for the reason that 'it just hurts to much'. Now she has started talking to me again but the peace seems to be uneasy at best, and really all she talks about is her mixed up feelings for the guy she slept with. Comment if you wish. |
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11-14-2007, 11:37 PM
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It sucks....so bad. I am still trying to manage. I know this sounds a bit rough, but getting busy, also really helps a lot :\ Just a little note, playing guitar tends to help me :\ |
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