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12-16-2007, 08:09 PM
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05-26-2008, 05:09 AM
Recently Ive just ended my relationship with a man, he was older than me way older than me but I really started to like him. I knew it was wrong falling for him but I couldn't help it, it just happened.
He was my teacher and soccer coach. I know its wrong but I can't help the way I feel about him, he always makes me laugh and I felt good around him. He confessed to me that he was having feelings for me but that nothing could happen between a student and a teacher. He also had a wife who works at the same school and I even had dinner with her, she found out about what was going on between me and her husband. She said if I left him alone and didn't bother him again then she wouldn't tell no one about what had happened. I left it to him to choose and he picked her over me. I was hurt by it and I felt mad and sad at the same time I can't discribe how i feel right now, it just hurts to think about him. Even though we didn't sleep together and only kissed a couple of times, I really liked him, He was the total opposite of what I am, he never drinks, he doesn't smoke and he doesn't swear. He doesn't party and he doesn't like to get drunk. I love to have fun but with him I could have fun with out drinking and with out smoking. He's 28 years old, athletic and teaches in math as well as girls soccer, he doesn't have any kids. I'm still on the soccer team and I still try my best for him cause I love the attention from him, I like to see him smile but I can't help but feel jealous of his wife. She gets to cook for him and she gets to spend time with him everyday. She gets to do what I wanted to do for him. I use to hang out in his room during lunch with the soccer team but at the end of the year I couldn't and so I just hung around outside with some friends I know. I hope I can get over it soon though and leave these feelings behind me so they don't cloud my thoughts.
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05-26-2008, 10:33 PM
i dont know if my heart was actually broken..
because what happened involves my friend. see the thing is that we stopped hanging out for a while and i decided to ask him why this was happening. and he tells me that his parents think im a stalker and thats why. i thought he was kidding @ first, but you could tell he wasnt like by the expression on his face. i felt like i wanted to cry and..i dont know, i felt sad and also angry.  
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05-26-2008, 11:24 PM
my heart was just broken 3 hours ago... and i can't stop crying... i wish i could... and he broke it for a stupid reason too... just b/c i haven't slept in 2 days he was so mad at me we got into a fight and now i feel alone... he was my best friend and i really miss him and need him... i'm feel bad that i didn't sleep...
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05-26-2008, 11:31 PM
Hmm, yeah its been broken and scarred more than a few times.
The one that hurt the most were at age 14, 16, 19, 41, and 47. But you know what? The good memories and lessons learned are worth it .... every time. And eventually you move on. Hmmm, from that pattern it seems like I am over due...... uh-oh!  Only an open mind and open heart can be filled with life. ********************* Find your voice; silence will not protect you.
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05-26-2008, 11:57 PM
Yes......Just about a few days ago. This girl told this boy I liked that I hated him....and then asked him out for herself. He really liked me too....but she told him all these lies about me.....so he said yes. My heart was broken.....but i told him later that it was all a big misunderstanding and I really did like him. He broke up with her and a couple of days later asked me out like he was planning in the first place......so now my heart has healed^^
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05-27-2008, 01:42 AM
@TalnSG-
Lol yes I agree the good memories are worth it but do you really get over it? I hope so ^_^!. @gn1225- I know what you mean, well no one called me a stalker but one of my best friends just stopped hanging out with me and he even promised me that we would go to japan and rome together. I guess it was just a empty promise cause he just stopped talking to me and calling me and texting me @_@ . . . that blowhole.
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05-27-2008, 01:50 AM
I haven't. ^^
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