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11-30-2010, 05:24 PM

i think everyones had their heart broken at some point, i think the really crappy thing is that if u love someone, you always will and it never fades - i mean i thought i was over the guy i loved - but after 3 years, when i THOUGHT i saw him again, (even though it turned out to be some poor guy who looked alot like him) i nearly jumped off the top story of the mall i was walking around in, and all those feelings that u try to repress (and thought youd gotten rid of) come rushing back like they were never gone - i also hate love - but its something u cant live without - btw it was also the other women thing in my case
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My loved one died in my arms on the hospital bed, after almost 3 years of cancer fight, at age 20, on Valentines Day, that shattered my heart in thousands of pieces...can't even name it heartbroken, it's way much more than that...


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My loved one died in my arms on the hospital bed, after almost 3 years of cancer fight, at age 20, on Valentines Day, that shattered my heart in thousands of pieces...can't even name it heartbroken, it's way much more than that...
im so sorry
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My loved one died in my arms on the hospital bed, after almost 3 years of cancer fight, at age 20, on Valentines Day, that shattered my heart in thousands of pieces...can't even name it heartbroken, it's way much more than that...
that is awful Protheus. Much too young to have cancer and then to die.


I really feel for your loss. It was good that you were with your love.
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I never had meet the love and I'm nearly sure I'll never meet it...
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I never had meet the love and I'm nearly sure I'll never meet it...
why what makes u think that?


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That Last Post Was A Lie!! - 12-01-2010, 07:24 PM

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*risez a brow* hmm I see...
I do.... The post about me being SOOOO in love with DAkota was what he wrote while he watched my computer for me... I feel very heartless.... Like it's been ripped out of me...



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12-01-2010, 09:51 PM

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that is awful Protheus. Much too young to have cancer and then to die.

I really feel for your loss. It was good that you were with your love.
Thank you. I had 7 years of happiness, more than some have in an entire life. I was happy she died with a smile on her face, but still at that moment I had a small heart attack and fallen into comma for about 2 weeks from that shock. Now I've recovered, but I lost any confidence in approaching anyone in person, making eye contact, going in crowds etc. For some I look like a weirdo now, but I really don't care. Besides me, and her parents, not even one person knows about this, and I don't really know why I'm writing this here and now....and for what purpose...


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I do.... The post about me being SOOOO in love with DAkota was what he wrote while he watched my computer for me... I feel very heartless.... Like it's been ripped out of me...

oh, I see...well, I'm not feeling heartless but I'm not sure if the thing inside my chest is a heart either...it just keeps me alive...


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oh, I see...well, I'm not feeling heartless but I'm not sure if the thing inside my chest is a heart either...it just keeps me alive...
SO like an ambition?



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