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11-30-2010, 06:29 PM
My loved one died in my arms on the hospital bed, after almost 3 years of cancer fight, at age 20, on Valentines Day, that shattered my heart in thousands of pieces...can't even name it heartbroken, it's way much more than that...
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11-30-2010, 09:00 PM
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I really feel for your loss. It was good that you were with your love. |
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That Last Post Was A Lie!! -
12-01-2010, 07:24 PM
I do.... The post about me being SOOOO in love with DAkota was what he wrote while he watched my computer for me... I feel very heartless.... Like it's been ripped out of me...
~Finding My Eternal Love~ |
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12-01-2010, 09:51 PM
Thank you. I had 7 years of happiness, more than some have in an entire life. I was happy she died with a smile on her face, but still at that moment I had a small heart attack and fallen into comma for about 2 weeks from that shock. Now I've recovered, but I lost any confidence in approaching anyone in person, making eye contact, going in crowds etc. For some I look like a weirdo now, but I really don't care. Besides me, and her parents, not even one person knows about this, and I don't really know why I'm writing this here and now....and for what purpose...
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12-03-2010, 05:16 PM
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oh, I see...well, I'm not feeling heartless but I'm not sure if the thing inside my chest is a heart either...it just keeps me alive... |
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